OMG!! I can’t believe it’s been two months since my last post!!!! life has definitely gotten in my way – things have gone down hill for me over the last two months, with loss of work and associated income.. and with that a general loss of motivation and focus.. leaving me very frustrated and somewhat despondent. I’ve been trying to grapple with where I am, what I am doing, what am I supposed to be doing and where the hell do I go from here.

I don’t have much left to lose.. I have been creating so to start with I will share these pieces that have been my therapy. I can see now how they are representative of my lack of focus. I have wanted to create something more.. I have hoped that out of the morass, shapes of something more defined, delineated and representative would evolve.. but ended up with my usual amalgamation of shapes and shadings. They’re a start.. each one some kind of a step forward. At this moment I have new found energy and purpose and hopefully you’ll see much more posts coming forth as I make sense of my life, where I want to be and who I want to be with.

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14″ x 11″ Fabercastell Durer watercolor on Bockingford 200gsm Cold Press paper

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Graphite and Fabercastell Polychromos colored pencil on Canson Bristol Board

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Graphite and Fabercastell Durer watercolor on paper

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14″ x 11″ Graphite on 110gsm art paper (this image cropped)

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8″ x 10″ Sketchbook regular bic biro

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Graphite in sketchbook